So

[mutedtempest]

I'm thinking that MAYBE, just MAYBE, i have a chance of passing my classes this term. I need to so I can get into school at Umeå. One teacher told me that it's too late and I have to withdraw, but the others are being cool. Which means, that if I pass all five classes, I will need to take seven more classes in the spring in order to get in.

I can do it. My whole life, as long as I focus, I can do things in a pinch. It's just when I get lazy and too comfortable that things go badly. But I want this more than anything and I think I'll be okay. Honestly it's not even THAT much work, just a few projects and making a few postings a week.

And! Umeå has a policy that as long as I am working on my degree and will have it before I begin classes there, I can be admitted. This makes me happy since it means that if my school wont let me take 7 classes (six is maximum but I'm thinking maybe I can petition) can take a course during the summer and make it.

I'm just really scared i already fucked myself. I mean, i'm gonna try my best, but grades are a big part of getting in to grad school. Luckily I already have an A from the summer and that'll help offset anything bad. And I'm gonna work my ass off until the semester ends, so hopefully I can pull this off without any lasting consequences.

Gah. I just want this so much.

Comments

[darknessdee.insanejournal.com]

"I like it when you're bossy. Hmmm, that's something i didnt know about myself until just now, I enjoy being bossed around."

I think in this friendship, I'm definitely the Jenny, and you're the Shane, then.


I want hot cocoa too, but that stuff is poison to me.

[mutedtempest.insanejournal.com]

haha, in ONE respect. in everything else you're the shane.

and yeah, i know. i can only have the powder kind that has no milk lol.

[darknessdee.insanejournal.com]

Why am I the Shane? What did I do?

And the powder kind here has milk in it. "Milk powder" or something like that.

[mutedtempest.insanejournal.com]

haha, because you get all the girls and you dont do relationships and also you're really sweet and kind and gentle to your annoying bestfriend.

well that's one thing about sweden that blows. i'll just have coke instead then. or dr. pepper.

[darknessdee.insanejournal.com]

But I don't want the girls, take them back!
And sweet? Kind? Who the hell are you talking about? I'm the bitchiest bitch ever.

And who knows, I might be wrong about the hot chocolate thing, it's not like I'm a food expert or anything.

[mutedtempest.insanejournal.com]

Hey, I'll be happy to take them off your hands if you dont want them.

And you're always sweet to me.

And is okay, i'll have dr pepper instead.