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mutedtempestI'm thinking that MAYBE, just MAYBE, i have a chance of passing my classes this term. I need to so I can get into school at Umeå. One teacher told me that it's too late and I have to withdraw, but the others are being cool. Which means, that if I pass all five classes, I will need to take seven more classes in the spring in order to get in.
I can do it. My whole life, as long as I focus, I can do things in a pinch. It's just when I get lazy and too comfortable that things go badly. But I want this more than anything and I think I'll be okay. Honestly it's not even THAT much work, just a few projects and making a few postings a week.
And! Umeå has a policy that as long as I am working on my degree and will have it before I begin classes there, I can be admitted. This makes me happy since it means that if my school wont let me take 7 classes (six is maximum but I'm thinking maybe I can petition) can take a course during the summer and make it.
I'm just really scared i already fucked myself. I mean, i'm gonna try my best, but grades are a big part of getting in to grad school. Luckily I already have an A from the summer and that'll help offset anything bad. And I'm gonna work my ass off until the semester ends, so hopefully I can pull this off without any lasting consequences.
Gah. I just want this so much.
I can do it. My whole life, as long as I focus, I can do things in a pinch. It's just when I get lazy and too comfortable that things go badly. But I want this more than anything and I think I'll be okay. Honestly it's not even THAT much work, just a few projects and making a few postings a week.
And! Umeå has a policy that as long as I am working on my degree and will have it before I begin classes there, I can be admitted. This makes me happy since it means that if my school wont let me take 7 classes (six is maximum but I'm thinking maybe I can petition) can take a course during the summer and make it.
I'm just really scared i already fucked myself. I mean, i'm gonna try my best, but grades are a big part of getting in to grad school. Luckily I already have an A from the summer and that'll help offset anything bad. And I'm gonna work my ass off until the semester ends, so hopefully I can pull this off without any lasting consequences.
Gah. I just want this so much.