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This is an update.

I really dont know what to say. I've been at girlfriend's house and her mom's house for Christmas because girlfriend is sweet and invited me for the holidays so I wouldn't be alone. It was really nice but it was hard for me sometimes. I did my best though.

New Year's was nice too. I got hugs.

I have a bad feeling about stuff. I don't think I can afford to go to school here and it freaks me out.

I love DD more than anything in the world, and I'm so not good enough for her. I guess Im waiting for her to realize that.