i live in the airport lol

Yep. Ryanair fucked up my booking, so not only did i miss my flight to London, I missed my connecting flight to Edinburgh. I had the option of paying 2899SEK to make the connection today, but that's ludicrous. So, I'm spending the night in the airport. I have a flight tomorrow morning at 0640, but i have no flight to edinburgh once i get there. i really dont want to spend money for something i already fucking paid for.

I'm pissed. I'm also really fucking worried about my best friend. She's sick again, and sometimes she admits it. I think of these as her moments of clarity, but they never stick around long. Soon she goes back into sick mode and talks about it constantly. I want to help her, and it fucking kills me that i cant do anything. I love her so much. I love her and it breaks me when she does this, because i cant stand the thought of her hurting.

I wish I was with her so i could hold her. I fucking hate this.