I've been in Sweden for exactly a month

and I've never felt so at home somewhere in so short a time. I went to my new apartment earlier, sat in one of my leather armchairs and cried for about half an hour. I own furniture now. I know it seems like such a silly thing, but it's something I never thought I would have. I've gotten so used to moving often and staying in previously furnished places that to have my OWN chairs and table and bed and TV makes me really happy.

I'm also amazed at how far I've been able to come in a month, socially. I really feel a connection to the Rhinos, and I have the impression that they like me too. It amazes me that that could be true, but i really think they might and it makes me more determined than ever. I think I'm doing well but I'd still like to be better. I'm really having fun here, though, and for me that's pretty huge. I'm trying to break down the walls a little and fight through the feelings of worthlessness.

I get to stay here another two months before I need to do anything. At the end of January I have to apply for an extension of stay, and take my passport and application to the migration office in Boden. I'll have received another stipend by then, so I shouldn't have an issue. I just wish I knew how long to ask for. I think I'll go with 6 months since it seems fairly safe. it's not too long and I'll have money to support myself and then some for that time period.

...not too sure what else to say, so I'll stop now. :P