I dont know what to do!! lol
Oct. 6th, 2008 12:51 pmSo, I was going to go to my visa orientation thing this morning, but when I called, the message said that the office is closed until Wednesday at 9am, so I guess I'll do it then. Which isnt really an issue, I'd just like to get a job as soon as I can. I'm not broke and am actually doing all right money wise, but I'd like to be earning and saving.
I had arranged to move into my new room at 3 this afternoon, but I'm having second thoughts. I was browsing the classified site where I found the room in the first place, and came across another. It's bigger, has more stuff included, and is 30 pounds per month cheaper. I want it.
Honestly I feel a bit bad, but I'm weighing the pros and cons and the newer room just seems a better value for me. There were several pictures included in the ad, and it's much bigger. I dont mind having a small room and in fact prefer it on the smaller side, but the one i got last night is just...wow. I didnt know it was possible for a room to be that small.
The newer one has a TV and DVD player. I dont watch a ton of TV, but that'd be nice to have. It also has wireless broadband, so I wouldnt have to fuck with setting up a connection. The Polish dude assured me that the tinyroom has internet, but I dont see how it can as they have cable and not wireless.
Anyway, yeah. I'm stumped as to what I should do. I emailed the people with the bigger room and am waiting to hear back from them. The ad states that the room was available on September 24th, and I hope they didnt mean October 24th and made a typo. But that's kinda why I'm waiting to hear, so I can ask. lol.
I have two hours until I'm supposed to move into the tinyroom. I've had several panic attacks this morning and really dont feel like doing it (I'm fine, I was just freaking out again and it made me want to do nothing except sleep lol). I'm thinking of calling the Polish dude and telling him I dont feel so well (I dont, I have a cold and I'm still trying to get my sugars regulated) and asking if I cant wait a day or so, just so I can rest. That way I can wait to hear from the other people, too.
Am I a bad person? I feel like one. I dont really think I should feel bad, but I do. lol. The guys are nice, but if a better, cheaper room is available, I should take that. Right?
Oh, and since I have two days until I can do anything, I'm going to rest as much as I can. I need to get to a doctor to get my HbA1C done and try to figure out what adjustments i can make, but my visa has to be vaildated first. lol. I'm fine, but I'd really like to get adjusted a little better.
I had arranged to move into my new room at 3 this afternoon, but I'm having second thoughts. I was browsing the classified site where I found the room in the first place, and came across another. It's bigger, has more stuff included, and is 30 pounds per month cheaper. I want it.
Honestly I feel a bit bad, but I'm weighing the pros and cons and the newer room just seems a better value for me. There were several pictures included in the ad, and it's much bigger. I dont mind having a small room and in fact prefer it on the smaller side, but the one i got last night is just...wow. I didnt know it was possible for a room to be that small.
The newer one has a TV and DVD player. I dont watch a ton of TV, but that'd be nice to have. It also has wireless broadband, so I wouldnt have to fuck with setting up a connection. The Polish dude assured me that the tinyroom has internet, but I dont see how it can as they have cable and not wireless.
Anyway, yeah. I'm stumped as to what I should do. I emailed the people with the bigger room and am waiting to hear back from them. The ad states that the room was available on September 24th, and I hope they didnt mean October 24th and made a typo. But that's kinda why I'm waiting to hear, so I can ask. lol.
I have two hours until I'm supposed to move into the tinyroom. I've had several panic attacks this morning and really dont feel like doing it (I'm fine, I was just freaking out again and it made me want to do nothing except sleep lol). I'm thinking of calling the Polish dude and telling him I dont feel so well (I dont, I have a cold and I'm still trying to get my sugars regulated) and asking if I cant wait a day or so, just so I can rest. That way I can wait to hear from the other people, too.
Am I a bad person? I feel like one. I dont really think I should feel bad, but I do. lol. The guys are nice, but if a better, cheaper room is available, I should take that. Right?
Oh, and since I have two days until I can do anything, I'm going to rest as much as I can. I need to get to a doctor to get my HbA1C done and try to figure out what adjustments i can make, but my visa has to be vaildated first. lol. I'm fine, but I'd really like to get adjusted a little better.