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Hallucinations blow
Jan. 17th, 2009 05:33 pmIt's been awhile since I've been THAT low, but it happened this morning. I decided to take a nap at around 8am, and climbed into bed. I was fine when I did that and I'd eaten not long before.
The next thing I recall is getting out of bed. I really had to pee but for some reason couldn't seem to figure out that I was supposed to go to the bathroom for that, so I stood in my room dancing around for awhile. I was hallucinating so badly that I tried to put a plastic shopping bag onto my body like clothes, so I could pee into that. Then, for reasons unknown to me, I went into Nora's room and spent several very anxious minutes both lying in her bed and looking out the window. I REALLY hope that was a dream and I wasn't really in there, because I don't know how to explain it if I really was. I think that I was, though. I have to apologize to her.
Anyway, i ended up peeing my pants and for some reason I took my underwear off but kept my pants on. I have no idea why. But I finally managed to make it to the bathroom, and then I climbed into bed in my pee-pants.
I had no idea I was low, I thought it was all a dream but now I'm not so sure. I mean, i'm pretty positive the bathroom thing is real. I just...have no idea what the fuck I was thinking or not thinking. My blood sugar rebounded though snd I'm fine now, which is interesting. By all rights I probably should have died, but my body knew I was low and so it corrected itself. That's pretty damned amazing to me.
I really need to shower and wash all my bedding.
The next thing I recall is getting out of bed. I really had to pee but for some reason couldn't seem to figure out that I was supposed to go to the bathroom for that, so I stood in my room dancing around for awhile. I was hallucinating so badly that I tried to put a plastic shopping bag onto my body like clothes, so I could pee into that. Then, for reasons unknown to me, I went into Nora's room and spent several very anxious minutes both lying in her bed and looking out the window. I REALLY hope that was a dream and I wasn't really in there, because I don't know how to explain it if I really was. I think that I was, though. I have to apologize to her.
Anyway, i ended up peeing my pants and for some reason I took my underwear off but kept my pants on. I have no idea why. But I finally managed to make it to the bathroom, and then I climbed into bed in my pee-pants.
I had no idea I was low, I thought it was all a dream but now I'm not so sure. I mean, i'm pretty positive the bathroom thing is real. I just...have no idea what the fuck I was thinking or not thinking. My blood sugar rebounded though snd I'm fine now, which is interesting. By all rights I probably should have died, but my body knew I was low and so it corrected itself. That's pretty damned amazing to me.
I really need to shower and wash all my bedding.