I am officially freaking out.

Yep. Full panic attack mode. This is not good. lol.

Actually it's not that bad, I'm just feeling a little overwhelmed by all the things I have to accomplish before I leave. I went to my bank this afternoon and withdrew $3500. There's about $1300 left in there, which will cover my plane ticket and the ticket to Sweden.

Before I leave, I have to:

1. Buy a sleeve for my laptop so I can carry it around
2. Do laundry
3. Pack (already made lists to organize that)
4. Tell my school I'm moving
5. go to the salon
6. Ship the stuff I sold on ebay
7. Clean the apartment/refrigerator/freezer
8. Drop off cable box and modem at the cable company

...I guess it's not very much after all. That helps a little, but I'm still freaking out.

In two hours a lady will be here to look at my desktop and see if she wants to buy it. That'd be nice. Then I'd have an extra $200.

My visa isn't here yet, but I was told it would probably be Monday anyway, so it's cool.  If I have to fly out on Tuesday instead of Monday it isn't a huge deal, I'll just have to attend my orientation meeting thing on Friday instead of Wednesday like I'd been planning since I'd get there too late for it.

I'm scared. What if I fuck this up?