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mutedtempest) wrote2008-10-03 09:16 pm
mutedtempest) wrote2008-10-03 09:16 pm
I caught a glimpse of myself in the elevator mirror
and i have no idea how on earth anyone can look at me and not recoil in disgust. I am hideous. I'm not going to do anything drastic about it, but I hate the fact that I let myself get this way. I dont think it's my self-esteem either. I just think I've let myself become disgusting and I hate it.
DD didnt act like it bothered her, she hugged me anyway. she's very sweet. Her roomies were sweet too. I cant understand why people on the street didnt look at me as if i'm a freak. i feel like one. I mean, it's not that uncommon i guess, but i still hate it.
Oh well. I is fatty. I should be jolly. *drinks more Irn-Bru*
DD didnt act like it bothered her, she hugged me anyway. she's very sweet. Her roomies were sweet too. I cant understand why people on the street didnt look at me as if i'm a freak. i feel like one. I mean, it's not that uncommon i guess, but i still hate it.
Oh well. I is fatty. I should be jolly. *drinks more Irn-Bru*
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Maybe because you're not hideous? lol, you sound worse than me now!