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mutedtempest) wrote2008-10-20 01:48 pm
mutedtempest) wrote2008-10-20 01:48 pm
I really fucking hate not being rich.
So, I was doing some more reading on what it'll take for me to be able to go to school in Sweden. I find out that I have to show proof of support not when I enter the country, but when I apply for my residence permit.
This is a problem, mostly because I am fucking poor. I mean, I had to do this when I applied to go to the UK, but it was a lot closer to when I went. I could hold off and apply in like July or whatever, but...meh. I just don't know and it scares me.
This January, I will receive $5,000 from my school, which will be deposited directly into my bank account in the US. That's more than half what I need, so that's a plus. If I can be good and not spend any of that and deposit UK money into it every time I get paid, it'll be very very close if not over.
Also, I do qualify for federal loans even though I'm applying for a foreign school. This is really good, since it means that I'll get money from the Feds. Graduate students get $20,500 a year, and that's yay, because even though there's no tuition in Sweden I'll still get loans for living expenses. Also, I can work there. I don't speak the language so I'll have to scrub toilets or whatever but work is work. I can get a nice fancy cushy job when I'm done.
There are private loans too, but I can't do much with those because there's no way any of my credit-worthy relatives will sign for them. It sucks, too, because if they did help me out and co-sign, I could get $50,000 no problem. Sigh.
I'm going to work my ass off and make this happen. I can get two jobs, maybe three if I need to. The exchange rate from pounds to dollars is really nice right now, so I have that in my favor. As long as I can work hard and lots of hours and get paid and keep sending money to the US, I can do it. I just have to live frugally, not that it's really a problem for me to do that. I'm used to living very cheap.
I think maybe I can do this. I just really have to be careful with money. And not really sleep. I'm gonna be so fucking exhausted. lol.
This is a problem, mostly because I am fucking poor. I mean, I had to do this when I applied to go to the UK, but it was a lot closer to when I went. I could hold off and apply in like July or whatever, but...meh. I just don't know and it scares me.
This January, I will receive $5,000 from my school, which will be deposited directly into my bank account in the US. That's more than half what I need, so that's a plus. If I can be good and not spend any of that and deposit UK money into it every time I get paid, it'll be very very close if not over.
Also, I do qualify for federal loans even though I'm applying for a foreign school. This is really good, since it means that I'll get money from the Feds. Graduate students get $20,500 a year, and that's yay, because even though there's no tuition in Sweden I'll still get loans for living expenses. Also, I can work there. I don't speak the language so I'll have to scrub toilets or whatever but work is work. I can get a nice fancy cushy job when I'm done.
There are private loans too, but I can't do much with those because there's no way any of my credit-worthy relatives will sign for them. It sucks, too, because if they did help me out and co-sign, I could get $50,000 no problem. Sigh.
I'm going to work my ass off and make this happen. I can get two jobs, maybe three if I need to. The exchange rate from pounds to dollars is really nice right now, so I have that in my favor. As long as I can work hard and lots of hours and get paid and keep sending money to the US, I can do it. I just have to live frugally, not that it's really a problem for me to do that. I'm used to living very cheap.
I think maybe I can do this. I just really have to be careful with money. And not really sleep. I'm gonna be so fucking exhausted. lol.
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Are you sure you should be wasting money on coming here at christmas then? :(
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And it's okay. I'll get the money, I always do somehow.