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mutedtempest) wrote2008-05-10 04:46 am
mutedtempest) wrote2008-05-10 04:46 am
It kinda sucks that my brain won't let me sleep more than three hours consecutively
...because I get really bored, and I'm too groggy to do anything useful until I can go back to sleep and get a few more hours. So, I do ridiculously stupid surveys instead.
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
nobody deserves to have me tied to them. Ever. lol.
Who do you blame for your mood today?
my brain. And Morph.
Have you ever seen a dead body?
several times.
What should we do w/ stupid people??
why should we do anything with them?
How long do you think you will live?
Probably not very long (for most people, to me it's a long time); I give it ten years before my body starts breaking down.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
woke up because the TV did one of its test things that made the mute go off. Then I laid there for about 45 minutes before I realized it was pointless and I'd be up for hours before I could sleep again. Planning to try again soon.
The color of carpet in your bedroom?
in the bedroom itself the carpet is light beige. I don't sleep in there though. In the room I sleep in, the carpet is blue with green spots.
Last person you went out to dinner with?
my grandpa
Are you spoiled?
a little. Not by most people's standards, but I think I am. My grandparents help me out a lot financially.
Do you drink lots of water?
I really dislike drinking plain water. So not really, although I do drink a lot of fluids.
What toothpaste do you use?
AquaFresh Extreme Clean.
How do you vent your anger?
usually I don't. i just bottle it away or sleep until I'm not angry anymore. Or I run to the point of pain.
The last compliment you received?
one of my professors said that I was a very intelligent individual. I think he may have been high.
What are you doing this weekend?
I'm gonna try to do a little work, I've been slacking on my writing job lately because of school. I'm also gonna try to finish my worksheets for class so I can send them in on Monday. Hopefully my almost-mommies will let me buy them dinner, too.
When was the last time you threw up?
right before I started this. I seem to throw up every time I wake up.
Is your best friend a virgin?
no, all my best friends have been deflowered. Except wait, I think Lisa might still be...I'll have to ask her.
What theme does your room have?
It doesn't have a theme.
When was the last time you were at a party?
hmmm...like, a house party? Sometime when I was at ISU. I don't remember, Morph and Charlie threw a lot of parties at our apartment back then. I've grown out of that stage now though, not that I was ever really a big partier.
Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
I was totally a daddy's girl when I was tiny
Would you ever join the military?
not voluntarily. I don't agree with legalized murder.
The last website you visited?
um, this one...?
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Probably Gemma when we had lunch in Edinburgh.
Last person you went to the movies with?
my grandpa
What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
no idea. Probably nothing, I'm hoping to be in Scotland by then. If not, I'll probably just sit here in front of the computer all day as usual.
Number of layers on your bed?
two? I don't understand this question.
Is anything alive in your room?
just me, at the moment
Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Neither, I'm fine where I am.
What are you looking forward to right now?
a lot of things. School, my loan check coming so I'll have some cash, Kelka Pride, Scotland!!!, starting at a real university, possibly asking the cute cashier at the grocery store on a date...
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
of course he does, he's my best friend
Can you handle the truth?
Better than a lie
Do you kiss a lot of people?
I've only kissed one person in 25 years, you do the math
If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in bed, asleep
Would you rather have loved and lost, or never have loved at all?
loved and lost. duh
Have you ever streaked across a football field?
nobody needs to see that
Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say:
how convenient, because you're a cunt
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
I generally don't
Who has hurt you the most?
Laurel. My parents. Family in general. The overwhelming majority of my friends.
Are there some songs you can’t listen to because they remind you of someone?
no. There are songs I can't listen to because they remind me situations or of things in myself that I can't stand
Who was the last person you sent a message to on Myspace?
no idea. Jon, maybe
How long ago did you hug someone?
December 11th, 2007
Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
neither
Something that has made you mad in the last 24 hours?
not really mad, but I'm kinda cheesed that Morph decided not to come see me
Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
I've fucked people when they were high, so I assume so
Who was the last person you yelled at?
I never really yell. Probably raised my voice at Morph back when it was really bad or something though
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
Just weed, and I dont think of that as a drug
What is your favorite kind of POP?
mountain dew
Are you taller than your mom?
I dont know. she's dead. but probably not, is she was still around
Are you an emotional person?
very
What did you have for breakfast today?
nothing. all i had yesterday was some bacon and a banana (not at the same time, ew). I'm not hungry yet. I should eat more.
If you could meet one celebrity, who would you want it to be?
I don't really want to meet any. They don't give a shit, so why should I?
What are you listening to right now?
Birds being psycho
How do you want to die?
would it really matter? Peacefully, if possible. It's not like I'm going to have a say in the matter.
Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Karen on Will & Grace. "Excuse me, officer. My attorney is horny as hell. I know he's not much to look at...but he's horny as hell."
Can you say "I love you" in french?
It's ugly, but oui. Je t'aime
Do you have a teddy bear?
Yes. His name is Reginald and he used to be my mommy's
What food are you craving right now?
nothing
Who is the most important person in your life?
there are several, and they know who they are
What are you gonna do the rest of the night?
It's 5:18am. But I plan to go back to bed after I finish this and hopefully get a few hours of sleep.
Have you ever thought you were in love?
I didn't think I was, I knew
Do you still watch the Disney Channel?
I never did in the first place
Do you have any trophies?
yes, for spelling bees and music stuffs. A few from basketball, softball and soccer.
What was your favorite TV show as a kid?
Hmm. As a tiny kid it was Transformers. Then TMNT. Then Star Trek: TNG. Then the X-Files. Then I wasnt really a kid anymore lol
Has anyone told you a secret lately that you aren't allowed to tell anyone?
well, no, that they've said explicitly that I should keep to myself. But what people tell me is always privileged until I hear differently.
Are you addicted to anything?
caffeine, the internet, tv
Do you dance in public?
I don't dance at all
Have you ever caused a crash before?
Not that I'm aware of. That's a bit difficult to do when you don't drive
What was the last thing your parents yelled at you for?
I haven't lived with them in forever, so i dont have a clue. I used to get yelled at about everything though lol
Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
a little bit of both. I have things coming up that I never thought I'd have the opportunity to do, but being agoraphobic and having social anxiety mean that as much as I'm looking forward to those things, I'm terrified of them too.
Missing someone?
Yes. Always.
Whats the next thing you'll do with a lot of cash?
use it to fund my travel
nobody deserves to have me tied to them. Ever. lol.
Who do you blame for your mood today?
my brain. And Morph.
Have you ever seen a dead body?
several times.
What should we do w/ stupid people??
why should we do anything with them?
How long do you think you will live?
Probably not very long (for most people, to me it's a long time); I give it ten years before my body starts breaking down.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
woke up because the TV did one of its test things that made the mute go off. Then I laid there for about 45 minutes before I realized it was pointless and I'd be up for hours before I could sleep again. Planning to try again soon.
The color of carpet in your bedroom?
in the bedroom itself the carpet is light beige. I don't sleep in there though. In the room I sleep in, the carpet is blue with green spots.
Last person you went out to dinner with?
my grandpa
Are you spoiled?
a little. Not by most people's standards, but I think I am. My grandparents help me out a lot financially.
Do you drink lots of water?
I really dislike drinking plain water. So not really, although I do drink a lot of fluids.
What toothpaste do you use?
AquaFresh Extreme Clean.
How do you vent your anger?
usually I don't. i just bottle it away or sleep until I'm not angry anymore. Or I run to the point of pain.
The last compliment you received?
one of my professors said that I was a very intelligent individual. I think he may have been high.
What are you doing this weekend?
I'm gonna try to do a little work, I've been slacking on my writing job lately because of school. I'm also gonna try to finish my worksheets for class so I can send them in on Monday. Hopefully my almost-mommies will let me buy them dinner, too.
When was the last time you threw up?
right before I started this. I seem to throw up every time I wake up.
Is your best friend a virgin?
no, all my best friends have been deflowered. Except wait, I think Lisa might still be...I'll have to ask her.
What theme does your room have?
It doesn't have a theme.
When was the last time you were at a party?
hmmm...like, a house party? Sometime when I was at ISU. I don't remember, Morph and Charlie threw a lot of parties at our apartment back then. I've grown out of that stage now though, not that I was ever really a big partier.
Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
I was totally a daddy's girl when I was tiny
Would you ever join the military?
not voluntarily. I don't agree with legalized murder.
The last website you visited?
um, this one...?
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Probably Gemma when we had lunch in Edinburgh.
Last person you went to the movies with?
my grandpa
What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
no idea. Probably nothing, I'm hoping to be in Scotland by then. If not, I'll probably just sit here in front of the computer all day as usual.
Number of layers on your bed?
two? I don't understand this question.
Is anything alive in your room?
just me, at the moment
Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Neither, I'm fine where I am.
What are you looking forward to right now?
a lot of things. School, my loan check coming so I'll have some cash, Kelka Pride, Scotland!!!, starting at a real university, possibly asking the cute cashier at the grocery store on a date...
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
of course he does, he's my best friend
Can you handle the truth?
Better than a lie
Do you kiss a lot of people?
I've only kissed one person in 25 years, you do the math
If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in bed, asleep
Would you rather have loved and lost, or never have loved at all?
loved and lost. duh
Have you ever streaked across a football field?
nobody needs to see that
Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say:
how convenient, because you're a cunt
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
I generally don't
Who has hurt you the most?
Laurel. My parents. Family in general. The overwhelming majority of my friends.
Are there some songs you can’t listen to because they remind you of someone?
no. There are songs I can't listen to because they remind me situations or of things in myself that I can't stand
Who was the last person you sent a message to on Myspace?
no idea. Jon, maybe
How long ago did you hug someone?
December 11th, 2007
Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
neither
Something that has made you mad in the last 24 hours?
not really mad, but I'm kinda cheesed that Morph decided not to come see me
Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive
Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
I've fucked people when they were high, so I assume so
Who was the last person you yelled at?
I never really yell. Probably raised my voice at Morph back when it was really bad or something though
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
Just weed, and I dont think of that as a drug
What is your favorite kind of POP?
mountain dew
Are you taller than your mom?
I dont know. she's dead. but probably not, is she was still around
Are you an emotional person?
very
What did you have for breakfast today?
nothing. all i had yesterday was some bacon and a banana (not at the same time, ew). I'm not hungry yet. I should eat more.
If you could meet one celebrity, who would you want it to be?
I don't really want to meet any. They don't give a shit, so why should I?
What are you listening to right now?
Birds being psycho
How do you want to die?
would it really matter? Peacefully, if possible. It's not like I'm going to have a say in the matter.
Who was the last person that made you laugh?
Karen on Will & Grace. "Excuse me, officer. My attorney is horny as hell. I know he's not much to look at...but he's horny as hell."
Can you say "I love you" in french?
It's ugly, but oui. Je t'aime
Do you have a teddy bear?
Yes. His name is Reginald and he used to be my mommy's
What food are you craving right now?
nothing
Who is the most important person in your life?
there are several, and they know who they are
What are you gonna do the rest of the night?
It's 5:18am. But I plan to go back to bed after I finish this and hopefully get a few hours of sleep.
Have you ever thought you were in love?
I didn't think I was, I knew
Do you still watch the Disney Channel?
I never did in the first place
Do you have any trophies?
yes, for spelling bees and music stuffs. A few from basketball, softball and soccer.
What was your favorite TV show as a kid?
Hmm. As a tiny kid it was Transformers. Then TMNT. Then Star Trek: TNG. Then the X-Files. Then I wasnt really a kid anymore lol
Has anyone told you a secret lately that you aren't allowed to tell anyone?
well, no, that they've said explicitly that I should keep to myself. But what people tell me is always privileged until I hear differently.
Are you addicted to anything?
caffeine, the internet, tv
Do you dance in public?
I don't dance at all
Have you ever caused a crash before?
Not that I'm aware of. That's a bit difficult to do when you don't drive
What was the last thing your parents yelled at you for?
I haven't lived with them in forever, so i dont have a clue. I used to get yelled at about everything though lol
Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
a little bit of both. I have things coming up that I never thought I'd have the opportunity to do, but being agoraphobic and having social anxiety mean that as much as I'm looking forward to those things, I'm terrified of them too.
Missing someone?
Yes. Always.
Whats the next thing you'll do with a lot of cash?
use it to fund my travel
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And you throw up everytime you wake up? What if you're pregnant?! WAAAAH!
no subject
And unless it was an immaculate conception, I really don't think pregnancy is the cause. I just think my stomach hates the morning.